Sighs

I am literally bored out of my mind. I'm not ignorant enough to think anyone actually reads my blog. Yes, I signed up to this thing with the idea in mind that someone reads this stuff - after all it's basically a journal that anyone in the world can see so that you can learn a bit more about what goes on in someone else's mind. But I sincerely doubt that mny people trawl through the thousands of blogs available to the public.

That's my only concern with Blogger. It's all well and good having a blog and everything, but its so hard to find blogs to read! You can't search any and so only through amazing patience (which with technology, I am rather deprived in) can you find a blog you would like to read regularly.

But that's just my opinion.

I hate being this bored. Spending too much time with myself, and thinking too much. It's a recipe for disaster.

Hayley xx

The end...well nearly.

Well as I'm going through GCSE's it's only natural that I have loads of exams, like pretty much every other Year 11 in the country; and I'm glad to say that there is only 1 left!!

The downside is that it's maths, but at least I'll never have to do maths ever again - or at least not to the extent I do now. I remember in primary school - when I hated maths sooooooo much. I couldn't do fractions and I must've gotten on my mum's nerves really bad because she would be the one relentlessly trying to drive the idea of times tables in my head for God knows how many years. It's actually pretty strange to think that I might be coming out of this with an A (hopefully)

But even a B used to be a stretch of the imagination. I was literally that bad.

School has kind of passed like a blur. Well, seconday school anyway. It doesn't seem two minutes ago that I was a little Year 7 and now it's only a matter of days until my offical schooling is over. I'm actually going to miss it in a way. Now people are doing their own thing; be it going to college, going to sixth form or generally just going somewhere competely out of the ordinary and expected.

I kind of can't wait to see what happens, or where I'll be in say...5 years time? It's interesting and a little exciting - I just wan't to know where I'll be. Seeing as I have no clue at the moment - I have friends that no for definate they want to do something and are working towards a goal of some sort...but me? No idea, whatsoever, as to what I want to do or be.

Guess in the next few years, I'll find out.

Hayley xx

Phonecalls

Wouldnt you just love to know where this leads?

I love it when you're on the phone to someone for ages. Although it may rank up a bit of a bill, it's still nice to talk to someone, but be in seperate places. Especially when you're just talking about complete nonsense.

I also found a song that perfectly sums up the current state I'm in - This Circle by Paramore. It's a really good song which although being pretty old in terms of Paramore's career, is still a tune. I love finding songs that, despite not being created for a certain purpose, still fulfill one. Like finding something that may mean a variation of things to different people - yet they all like it.

I'm not making too much sense today. Sleep deprivation has gotten the better of me at last. But I am not going to Bedfordshire yet! I am proud to announce that for the first time I will be watching Top Gun.

Whether or not it will be a waste of time for me is unknown, but I guess we'll find out in about...2 and a half hours? I'm told it's a good film, so hopefully it wont disappoint. I tend to believe my mum when she talks about films...she was right when she said I'd like an Officer and a Gentleman so I'll go with it :)

Hayley xx

New artist found!

By the way! I forgot to mention in my previous - really long - blog; that yesterday or last night, I found a new band that i have taken a liking to. Strangely.

They're a bit different to the stuff i normally listen to - bit loud and shouty but they're nice and rocky.

Just Surrender are pretty listenable in my opinion. My favourite track on the album is probably Tell Me Everything, but then again I havent properly listened to the album yet so give me a few days and my opinion will have most likely have changed :P

Check them out and let me know what you think

Hayley xx

Summer Days

Okay, so the summer has almost definately arrived. The weather was beautiful today, so sunny and bright; the hottest months havent even arrived yet!

I had such a nice feeling today - thinking 'Oh no! School tomorrow.' but then i realised. No! It's only Friday! I just love it when that happens because it's just nice to know that you haven't got any pressing appointments or anything for the following morning because its a weekend.

Had a really nice day actually. Just hanging out with friends around town, good company, good weather and good conversation is all I need to be blissfully happy. There's too much focus on the bad things in life nowadays. All over the news and in the papers is just about the credit crunch, expenses scandals and evil MP's. Granted there's the occasional story that brings a smile to your face; such as scateboarding bulldogs and apes that have learnt how to swim...but seriously - one way or another you'll still hear about the same depressing stuff as you see in every other form of media available to us.

What happened to the silver lining? What happened to the gold at the end of the rainbow?

It got stolen - thats what happened to it!
So for the sake of optimism - please, turn off the news.

Anyway...yes the subject. Talked about alot of stuff today actually. I love just talking about anything and everything with close friends. You can't beat it really. Started the ball rolling with planning a bike trip for the summer with a big group of us and that should be really good. With so much time off this summer, it's good to get planning early. Being bored generally sucks and we all know how that feels. Plan to make some friggin' awesome memories in the next few months :)

Hayley xx

First blog :)

So, many a time have I tried to keep a blog on this website - and i decided to give it another shot. Mainly because my friend got one to and it seemed like a nice thing, to have at least one person read this thing :)

Today wasn't particularly exciting, and consisted only of popping out to sainsbury's with my mum (I know you're thinking 'what a thrilling life this person has' right?) - trust me my social life doesnt just extend to visiting local supermarkets when the impulse strikes me :)

I had a sudden urge earlier to visit the arboretum - there's one here that really is lovely. It seems so out of place when you look at the streets near it but literally - once you're in it you could be anywhere in England. I haven't been in a while...need to schedule a visit some time soon.

Anyway, the highlight of my day was yet again downloading Daughtry. Sadly I lost him as with the rest of my iTunes library when my last computer died on me and I was reunited with him at last. His voice is gorgeous, and I could listen to it forever. The album is really good, some decent ballads in there and it's just nice to have a bit of pure rock on your ipod. Nowadays genres of music are so messed up it's actually kind of hard to categorise everything; because recently and artist can apply to at least 2 genres per song. Just goes to show that even if you pledge your alliegance to one type of music...you're probably lying because everything really blends.

Not black and white, but definately shades of grey.
But yeah...Daughtry...it's one of those albums where i can't choose a favourite track, because you fall in love with at least 4 for completely different reasons. *Sigh* I love finding decent music.

Hayley xx